What Now

Life is completely unpredictable, you get use to a certain way of life then 💥 boom everything changes. That's what happened to me and that's why I've started this blog because I have no one to talk to about how I feel. 

I'll start by telling you what has me so messed up,  you see I've been on this 🌎 Earth a long time 50 years to be exact. You have to admit that that's a long time ⌛️  and for  49 and 11 months I  was my father's daughter that was until December 23, 2021 when suddenly without a warning my father passed away. My strong hardworking father was gone and I have to live in a world that he no longer walks in and I don't know how to deal with that. It hurts me to my core but for so many reasons. How could this have happened? How can I fix a broken heart that seems to break even more everyday